TH would publish your thoughts on a public Youtube Vlog instead of writing them in a private diary.
You are the average high school freshman. Your grades are fine but not amazing. You have a few close friends but are by no means "popular." Life at home is good all things considered. Yet, lately, you've been having a lot of what you can only describe as angsty thoughts (maybe the occasional angsty poem) and you're unsure of how to handle them. You also have a set of surprisingly good presentation and video editing skills.